August 2012
Overkill?
I hate wasting time, so much that I even don’t like sleeping for long periods of time just because I feel like that time could be spent on doing something more productive. I’m signed up to take 5 classes this semester (trying to sign up for 2 more before the semester starts), I also have 2 potential job opportunities I need to get on top of (considering doing both at the same time if I...
Forgot:
Sheets
Comforter
Food
This is not a good night.
Anonymous asked: Hey, I just wanted to let you know that you are beautiful. Don't let the world get you down. :)
Trapped
I just dont know what to do about anything anymore. Academically, financially, self-improving, work wise, my (lack of) inspiration for music, my love life. Nothing is working out for me and I don’t even know where to begin.
The only thing I have is a great group of friends and my health, so I can’t really complain but still…
Parents can't afford to pay for my textbooks, so I...
And they wonder why I need to get a job so badly.
Miserable
Im so down on my own life. Whatever, I feel so lowly about myself that I would kill myself. Luckily I’m too coward to actually go through with it
Undiserable
I hate how I miss out on opportunities and how the right people slip out from under my hands.
I dont care about the sex. I just really wish a guy would love and care about me. That’s all I ever wanted. And evidently that doesn’t happen in real life
I want to know how it feels knowing a guy loves...
Is that so much to ask for?
Everyday I feel like nobody cares, and that there are insurmountable challenges for me to meet a guy who’s interested in me more than just a friend or just a one time fuck.
I should just give up
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If I was somebody else I would avoid me
Don’t like myself at all. The personality, the attitude, my lack of common sense, my short term memory loss, my lack of a warddrobe, my body. I just wish I could change all of it. Maybe then my ideal guy would find me attractive.
I hate being a nice guy. Im desperately trying to change that stereotype about me, trying to be more assertive and sure of what I want.
Sometimes I wish life...
NJ/NY DRIVERS
howdoiputthisgently:
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EVERYONE ELSE IS LIKE:
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"Last" weekend before school starts
As in, last weekend for me to go out with a bang. Cause next weekend I’ll have to get textbooks and shit organized and ready for classes on the 4th. I seriously wish I could have gone to DC with my gay friends labor day weekend, particularly because I won’t get to see them as often during the school year. But because my only source of income comes from my family I sort of have no...
You know the scene in Crazy Stupid Love where Ryan...
I really want to be able to do that. Good thing I have some upper body strength, and I have great balance.
Time to practice… any volunteers? :D
Well life just got a little more interesting.
[[MORE]]I invited A to come with me to a foam party at NJ club this Friday. He’s never been to a foam party, and I definitely want to get to know him better. I told him he should bring some friends cause I’m planning to bring mine as well. So, A invites his friend B to tag along.
The ironic part of the story is. B is someone I tried approaching several months ago, and I clearly...
sigur-roskolnikov:
Casual reminder that Mitt Romney physically assaulted a gay man. Santorum was two letters away from calling Obama the n-word on national television. Paul Ryan laughed as an elderly man with a broken arm was tackled to the ground. All three of them have expressed their hatred of women in their policies.
Deadly serious reminder that if you vote for them, you are promoting...
